The Cross in the Poustinia

Among Servant of God Catherine Doherty’s greatest legacies is her re-invention or re-imagination of the Russian custom of “poustinia.”  A poustinik, or one who was called to enter into a poustinia, was someone who heard the call of God and retreated into the Russian forest to live a life of solitude and prayer in a small, sparsely furnished cabin (his “poustinia”).  The poustinik would live in this cabin for the rest of his life, or until God called him out to speak the word he had learned in his poustinia.  The word was not the result of study or intelligence.  It was a prophetic word, the crystallized result of many, many hours of solitude.

In her spiritual masterpiece, Poustinia, Catherine describes this sparse cabin – the place where the poustinik would endure hours of loneliness and quiet, where he in some mystical way held all of humanity with him, where he encountered God in the silence:

The poustinia must be stark in its simplicity and poverty.  It must contain a table and a chair.  On the table there must be a bible.  There should also be a pencil and some paper.  In one corner are a basin and pitcher for washing up.  The bed, if bed there be, should be a cot with wooden slats instead of a mattress, a couple of blankets or quilts and a pillow if absolutely necessary….  Drinking water, a loaf of bread…the makings for tea and coffee.  Prominent in the poustinia is a cross without a corpus, about six feet by three feet, which is nailed to the wall, and an icon of Our Lady in the eastern corner with a vigil light in front of it.  The cross without a corpus is a symbol of one’s own crucifixion on it, for those of us who love Christ passionately want to be crucified with him so as to know the joy of his resurrection.

The most striking aspect of this description (besides the lack of mattress!) is the life-sized cross that dominated the small poustinia.  Catherine repeats the words of a Russian proverb:  “The cross of Jesus has two sides.”  One side is for Jesus.  And the other side, of course, is for each one of us.

The life of the poustinik may seem unattainable and even unreal to most of us.  But according to Catherine, we are all called to be poustiniks (more on this later!).  For now, it is enough to ponder – have you seen the cross on the wall of your own poustinia?  Do you turn away from it, or do you meditate on it?  Are you willing to suffer on your side of the cross, so that you may love him passionately, and know the joy of his resurrection?

The Hope of the World by William Kurelek depicts a poustinia on the grounds of Madonna House, Combermere, Canada,

The Hope of the World by William Kurelek depicts a poustinia on the grounds of Madonna House, Combermere, Canada,


Prayer for My Work

Lord God, Creator of this world and all that is within it, I offer you my work.  Whatever task is before me, help me to complete it in your name.  Help me to be not only hardworking and competent, but also wise and kind.  Help me to treat my co-workers as I wish to be treated.  Help me not to measure my success by the standards of this world, but simply to do my work to the best of my ability and in a spirit of love and tranquility. 


Prayer for My Family

Lord Jesus, you were born into a human family.  You know our joys and struggles.  Bless our family with your love.  Refresh and strengthen us in the happiness of our good times.  Comfort and assist us in our painful times.  Fill our home with the burning charity you showed us on the Cross, that our family life may reflect the joy and peace of your Resurrection.

The Holy Family with the Little Bird by Bartolome Esteban Murillo ca. 1650

The Holy Family with the Little Bird by Bartolome Esteban Murillo ca. 1650


Lessons of the Trees #1: Bearing Fruit

There are almost 400 references to trees in Scripture, many of them producing great bunches of food for thought – from the Tree of Life in the middle of the Garden (Gen. 2:9) to the fertile Tree of the Cross (Gal. 3:13). 

One notable tree reference made by Jesus himself is found in the Parable of the Fig Tree.  It is a short and striking story that – in the tradition of the parables – is both arresting and comforting:

Then he told this parable: ‘A man had a fig tree planted in his vineyard; and he came looking for fruit on it and found none. So he said to the gardener, “See here! For three years I have come looking for fruit on this fig tree, and still I find none. Cut it down! Why should it be wasting the soil?” He replied, “Sir, let it alone for one more year, until I dig round it and put manure on it. If it bears fruit next year, well and good; but if not, you can cut it down” (Lk. 13:6-9).

The urgent message of Jesus found throughout the Gospels should kick us into gear – to realize that bearing fruit isn’t something to put off to another day, or another month, or another year.  He has expectations of us – really, really high ones – and the time to begin fulfilling them is right now.  Love my enemy?  Now.  Stop murdering in my heart?  Now.  Take care of someone forgotten by the world?  Now.  Willingly carry my cross?  Right now.

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But dare we hope that if we fall short, if our buds, flowers and fruits fail another year, that the Gardener may once more advocate on our behalf – and fertilize again – and that the Owner of the Orchard will again wait patiently?  From the heart of God, we learn the lesson of the fig tree.  The patience he requires us to have for one another, he requires of himself; the growth he demands is cultivated in the vineyard of his merciful love.


Praying Unadorned

One of my biblical school students, Patti Cacciabaudo, recently caught my attention with one of her homework answers.  She was reflecting on a powerful moment in the Book of Esther – a moment when Esther offers a heartfelt prayer for courage before going before the pagan king to plead for the lives of her people.  Esther is a faithful Jew – who also happens to be the queen! 

Before offering this prayer – which she knows may well be the last prayer of her life – Esther is feeling an anxiety that the text describes as “deadly.”  She flees to the Lord – but before opening her mouth, she very deliberately prepares herself for prayer.  Queen Esther exchanges her “splendid apparel” for the clothing of a mourner.  She foregoes perfume for ashes.  “She utterly humbled her body; every part that she loved to adorn she covered with her tangled hair” (14:2). 

Patti’s insight was this:  Isn’t this the attitude we should all take into prayer?  Esther was a queen, with every right to her finery and adornments.  But in God’s eyes, she knew what she was – she was simply his child, his faithful one, his little one in need of salvation.  Before the Lord, there are no kings and queens.  There are just little ones.  As Patti explained, “Without the ‘finery’ of fashion, of worldly goods, I simply present myself before him, unadorned, a child of the Father.” 

Francois-Leon Benouville

Francois-Leon Benouville

Note:  The prayer of Esther is found in the deuterocanonical additions to the book of Esther.  To read it, click here.